OnyxLight

...yeah, just like the title says XD first: sorry if I haven't commented your new deviation, written something to your journal, replied to something or other stuff. It's not 'cause I'm ignoring you, it's just that I'm very very VERY lazy...... *ashamed* ^^; I have stuff in my messages from the beginning of June XD (give me some credit, I cleaned up 12 pages of deviations a few days ago XD and come on, don't tell me that's nothing and that you had more. that's my record currently... tho I'll try not to break this record XD ) sooooo... other stuff: my gallery has nothing new since...? oh crap >_< ... since October 31, 2008. almost 9 month

Hello, I'm not dead yet. well, more or less. I have major art block XD new drawings: 0 sketches: 3 a lot XD and when opening dA, I look at the number of deviations and messages and just close the Internet XD this is cruel okay, so let's get to the title of the journal. some people might guess that the one 'dying again' is my computer. trying to write this kinda fast, 'cause the pc might turn of and that will be the end of it. too cruel TT_TT one reason why I hate myself is that I finally got some ideas to write and my comp's about to die (or it's after midnight and mom'll kill me if I'm not in bed). yay. . . tell me again, why does th

yo, people. I'm still alive. I'm surprised about that too XD hm, sweet life. I think I'm going insane. I think? nah, I'm sure I gone insane some time ago. heh, today... um, I mean, yesterday (it's 2:10 in the morning now). yesterday I added another 50% to the fact that I have depression. so in total that now makes . . . 580%. hm, not bad, not that far left till a thousand. like I said sweet life ^_^ I should be sleeping now. but I don't want to. I think on some medicine was written that it might cause sleep disorder. damn... *sigh* but this doesn't seam as bad as the version of not drinking the medicine. atleast I can get bits of work