Hello, I'm not dead yet. well, more or less.

I have major art block XD
new drawings: 0
sketches: 3
a lot XD

and when opening dA, I look at the number of deviations and messages and just close the Internet XD this is cruel


okay, so let's get to the title of the journal. some people might guess that the one 'dying again' is my computer.

trying to write this kinda fast, 'cause the pc might turn of and that will be the end of it. too cruel TT_TT

one reason why I hate myself is that I finally got some ideas to write and my comp's about to die (or it's after midnight and mom'll kill me if I'm not in bed). yay. . . tell me again, why does this always happen?
guess I'll be torturing my phone.
_{let's not forget I have 4 stories to write XD}

and before I disappear,
a big apology to dear Eli. it's after new year and I didn't submit your birthday pic. *sigh* I'm lame.

come on you muse! why can't you be here when needed!!!!!!!

now, bye-bye. it's gonna be a long to answer notes and stuff *sigh* . . .

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explain to me someone, why do I mostly rant in journals XD ? I really don't know XD

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edit [Jan. 6]
bye-bye pc